Beats Blues

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The cat’s out of the bag so to speak. The day gig is aware that I’m dropping out of the rat race for a bit to pursue other ventures. As part of my resolution for this year, I promised myself I’d be happier & stop putting my life on hold. The main thing holding me back was returning to a place that I hated on a regular basis. I’ve endured it for much longer than I should have & let who knows how many opportunities pass by because of it. So, instead of being a constantly burned out, nearly irrevocably depressed, complaint riddled shell of myself I’m opting to resign at the end of March. What I’ll do with my time will be a mix of do this whole musician-thing I do with renewed verve, actually do as much promo (& maybe a few live gigs) as I can, eat decent meals, get out and enjoy my surroundings, photograph, spend time with the people that matter, regain my stability, & work hard to live the life I really want. Sure, I’ll likely have to get another job eventually, but I can take a more restored approach to it + maybe find some place I don’t mind going as much. For now though, I’m about to live it up & chase things wildly.